When to sch, quite lame.. not my jokes.. is my leg.. haha.. anyway.. Clear up many assignment, but guess wad! GOd is good, he added to my numbers~! Yup more to do..

Honestly, was complaining at first, but slowly i see this as a bridge to a deeper relationship with my classmate.. To think abt it, though often quite busy with ministry stuff, but sometimes is just too lazy to finish my assignment..
Reallie hard to find a balance pt between both, and often just found myself more focus on ministry. My ministry is usually at nitez, and there is alot of self-practice (during free-time) involve.., therefore couldn't find time for sch work... most of the time i just pray for '...more time.. '

Many times, i almost break-down.. And this couple of days, has been struggling with some personal issue.. but today, God solve all my doubts in just a few seconds..........

There is reahearsal at Nexus today. Many people are involve, but the purpose i going down, is to learn Band dynamic, and most important is bass dynamic style and skill. Everything is still quite normal, getting new beats and rythem into my mind, until after this break, i sneak up into a small corner on stage to observe Geoffrey. God spoke to me.

--- This is the way and
--- this is the standard
--- you will and
--- you can be playing for Me.

i was very taken aback, but no arguement came out from me. i wasn't reallie focus on the different between Geoffrey and me, but at tat pt in time.. at the attention is on myself.. i felt i have nothing to complain.. God has such great things and responsibllity for me, but i just too narrow-minded all this time, and wanted everything in my life to run smoothy.

A 'musician' for God, is just another committment, just another word, but
A life as musician for God, is a lifetime fulfilment. -- Holy Spirit